Heretics of Dune
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What is happening to my mind?
He remembered following Tormsa to the place where Tormsa said the no-ship would meet them.
It was a large building bulking in the night. There were several smaller outbuildings below the larger structure. They appeared to be occupied. Voices and machine sounds could be heard in them. No faces showed at the narrow windows. No door opened. Duncan smelled cooking as they passed the larger of the outbuildings. This reminded him that they had only eaten dry strips of leathery stuff that Tormsa called "travel food" that day.
They entered the dark building.
Light flared.
Tormsa's eyes exploded in blood.
Darkness.
Duncan looked at a woman's face. He had seen a face like this one before: a single tride taken from a longer holo sequence. Where was that? Where had he seen that? It was an almost oval face with just a small widening at the brow to mar its curved perfection.
She spoke: "My name is Murbella. You will not remember that but I share it now as I mark you. I have selected you."
I do remember you, Murbella.
Green eyes set wide under arched brows gave her features a focal region that left chin and small mouth for later examination. The mouth was full-lipped and he knew it could become pouting in repose.
The green eyes stared into his eyes. How cold that look. The power in it.
Something touched his cheek.
He opened his eyes. This was no memory! This was happening to him. It was happening now!
Murbella! She had been here and she had left him. Now she was back. He remembered awakening naked on a soft surface... a sleeping pad. His hands recognized it. Murbella unclothed just above him, green eyes staring at him with a terrible intensity. She touched him simultaneously in many places. A soft humming issued from between her lips.
He felt the swift erection, painful in its rigidity.
No power of resistance remained in him. Her hands moved over his body. Her tongue. The humming! All around him, her mouth touching him. The nipples of her breasts grazed his cheeks, his chest. When he saw her eyes, he saw conscious design.
Murbella had returned and she was doing it once more!
Over her right shoulder, he glimpsed a wide plaz window - Lucilla and Burzmali behind that barrier. A dream? Burzmali pressed his palms against the plaz. Lucilla stood with folded arms, a look of mingled rage and curiosity on her face.
Murbella murmured in his right ear: "My hands are fire."
Her body hid the faces behind the plaz. He felt the fire wherever she touched him.
Abruptly, the flame engulfed his mind. Hidden places within him came alive. He saw red capsules like a string of gleaming sausages passing before his eyes. He felt feverish. He was an engorged capsule, excitement flaring throughout his awareness. Those capsules! He knew them! They were himself... they were...
All of the Duncan Idahos, original and the serial gholas flowed into his mind. They were like bursting seedpods denying all other existence except themselves. He saw himself crushed beneath a great worm with a human face.
"Damn you, Leto!"
Crushed and crushed and crushed... time and again.
"Damn you! Damn you! Damn you!..."
He died under a Sardaukar sword. Pain exploded into a bright glare swallowed by darkness.
He died in a 'thopter crash. He died under the knife of a Fish Speaker assassin. He died and died and died.
And he lived.
The memories flooded him until he wondered how he could hold them all. The sweetness of a newborn daughter held in his arms. The musky odors of a passionate mate. The cascade of flavors from a fine Danian wine. The panting exertions of the practice floor.
The axlotl tanks!
He remembered emerging time after time: bright lights and padded mechanical hands. The hands rotated him and, in the unfocused blurs of the newborn, he saw a great mound of female flesh - monstrous in her almost immobile grossness... a maze of dark tubes linked her body to giant metal containers.
Axlotl tank?
He gasped in the grip of the serial memories that cascaded into him. All of those lives! All of those lives!
Now, he remembered what the Tleilaxu had planted in him, the submerged awareness that awaited only this moment of seduction by a Bene Gesserit Imprinter.
But this was Murbella and she was not Bene Gesserit.
She was here, though, ready at hand and the Tleilaxu pattern took over his reactions.
Duncan hummed softly and touched her, moving with an agility that shocked Murbella. He should not be this responsive! Not this way! His right hand fluttered against the lips of her vagina while his left hand caressed the base of her spine. At the same time, his mouth moved gently over her nose, down to her lips, down to the crease of her left armpit.
And all the time he hummed softly in a rhythm that pulsed through her body, lulling... weakening...
She tried to push away from him as he increased the pace of her responses.
How did he know to touch me there at just that instant? And there! And there! Oh, Holy Rock of Dur, how does he know this?
Duncan marked the swelling of her breasts and saw the congestion in her nose. He saw the way her nipples stood out stiffly, the areolae darkening around them. She moaned and spread her legs wide.
Great Matre, help me!
But the only Great Matre she could think of was locked securely away from this room, restrained by a bolted door and a plaz barrier.
Desperate energy flowed into Murbella. She responded in the only way she knew: touching, caressing - using all of the techniques she had learned so carefully in the long years of her apprenticeship.
To each thing she did, Duncan produced a wildly stimulating countermove.
Murbella found that she no longer could control all of her own responses. She was reacting automatically from some well of knowledge deeper than her training. She felt her vaginal muscles tighten. She felt the swift release of lubricant fluid. When Duncan entered her she heard herself groan. Her arms, her hands, her legs, her entire body moved with both of the response systems - well-trained automation and the deeper, deeper plunging awareness of other demands.