Uninvented Stories of Invented People
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Eleonora went into retirement. At some point she stepped into the office and said: “Fuck it all” and went to Asscobar with a notice of resignation. Soon, Ivan also quit his job and went into software engineering. As the matter of fact, a person of such brainpower shall be awaited in all countries of the world. Sometimes it seemed to me that, at times, he had panic attacks himself. However, he carefully concealed them and indeed in winter he left the hospital. I was quite disappointed. When you are all the time under constant tension, the loss of comrades-in-arms from your combat squad, the valuable minds with a word of advice and wisdom next to you, would always leave a scar on your soul. Though, we stewed in that pot together seven days a week, we found relief in even more suffering people and our ability to alleviate their pain.
Anna and I then stayed in the same office. It was a wonderful time. We indulged ourselves to chatting and philosophizing about life. It didn’t go on well with males for me. The one was ‘better than the other’.
“Marie, why on Earth are you telling them about your occupation? The right answer to the question is: I am a beauty blogger or just a pretty girl. Why cutting the root and stem right away?”
“Yeah, sure, I’ve already tried once. Resulted into an epic fail. I come on a date. The guy is handsome, the one of the first-glance-good-looking kind. What do you think his question was? ‘What do you do for your living?’ Not to frighted the blocke away I answer: ‘I’m a beauty blogger.’ So, with all due expertise, he makes his best to keep up to the conversation and asks: ‘That’s awesome, which magazines do you read?’ While I read nothing, but Neuronews, since I am in no time for anything else. Hardly would he be interested in foreign studies of the field. Doubt if would understand anything at all as well. The only one I recollected of was the Cool Girls that actually discontinued its existence about fifteen years ago. With disbelief and conviction of lies, he responds: ‘Ahhhhh… Haven’t it been taken away from release long ago?’ Question: how does it come for a male to be that aware of female magazines published? Where does this knowledge come from?!”
“Yes, a good question indeed,” she said, lifting up her head and starting to tie up her naughty curls with an elastic band.
“You see, men are in want of simplicity from women. We are the Muses. Just take a glance at our hysteric drama queens. They are manipulators and they are always with decent men next to them. While you and I work hard from morning till night medicating and saving people, the probability of a white horsed-prince coming to attend the nut house, applicable to us, stands pitifully next to zero. Probably, except of the cases, when in need of medical treatment or of an I.V. infusion. In fact, there’s no great community here. As for the doctors – not a chance for a single affair, not even one for a decent fuck.”
Ann had always felt like to chop up a biting word. She was 36 years old. Being from a well-to-do family she had always been impeccably dressed. She possessed excellent sense of humor and brilliant clinical knowledge. She always helped me. When every holiday and weekend, 24 hours round the clock, you spend in the ward, you become adopted rather than employed, with a job that appears to be your family. The most loyal of the commitments you have is your job. The most valuable asset you possess is your thought.
Oleg manifested himself in the door of the staff room.
“My dear ladies, we have a new admission from the Chief. I shall observe the patient, but you keep an eye on him – he doesn’t belong to our department.” “Yes, Boss,” we replied simultaneously. We loved Oleg as he was an extremely kind-hearted person. He smoked heavily and loved to drop a glass of brandy at the evening meal, but he had always been of sincere and pure character. He strove to help everyone and was one of those, who are called the salt of the earth.
We had already had our regular customers in the department. Rimma Zimmerman – a kind woman of 60, with a recurrent depressive disorder, despised by her husband all through her life. Oleg payed her a compliment every time he made a medical round. We supported him. She blushed and brightened up. Since very often it’s not the therapy, but a timely spoken kind word of understanding and support that really matters to people.
Mrs. Charnel was a 78-year-old girl with an organic anxiety disorder and a reckless son. She admitted herself to the department with great pleasure, always in a woolen kerchief and a hoop. She greeted us every time with joy.
These were my patients. I was putting my heart and soul into them. I broke the law prescribing extra pills for them, to have enough for a check out, since they did have a pair of pennies to rub together.
One summer, Mrs. Charnel went into the staff room and brought me strawberries. She tucked away some seven small fruit and sincerely handed them in to me, and pleaded in her granny voice:
“Ms. Clover, I was visited by a cousin and she brought some of these. Please, do try them out."
I realized that Mrs. Charnel had not tasted it for at least five years, since she couldn’t afford fruit. Little can be bought for her retirement pension. I refused out of hand and her eyes filled with tears:
“I am so much grateful to you. You are doing so much for us, I beseech you.”
“Only under condition that now we start eating them together,” it was extremely important for her to utter gratitude and share the most valuable she had.
“Maria, I love you so much. Please try them. Believe me, I pray for you every day. My soul does not heart that much after your therapy.”
At 8:15, daily, there was a medical round. We entered a VIP chamber and I saw the patient recommended by Se~nor Pablo – a well-dressed 35-year-old guy. At glance, one would never figure out he was sick, so full of talk and generous for compliments he was. Oleg inquired of his health and we were off to our office to discuss the dynamics and the adjustments of patients’ treatment.
“Oleg, he is blind sick and does not belong to our department. We are not a detached ward and he is in mania,” I began.
“I can see, but the diagnosis made had been cyclothymia. He was examined by the professor, who said he would hold on. Dollton indicated him to take his treatment here. The young gentleman is the regional prosecutor’s son. We cannot, but obey. Are you not aware of how much our bosses adore to gratify the superiors? What can I do?” sighed Khamsin sadly with a wan face.
“But what it’s gonna be? Should anything happen, it is us who shall bear the responsibility.
“Me, to be more precise. The only way out is to resign.” “Who will treat the patients, in that case?”