9/11 и Бин Ладен, странности, размышления, мысли
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I was upset he was killed.
He might lied on himself too, we had some bravery to lie to talk our fantasy and fantasies.
I did this sometimes, as a teenager and after, going to a place nobody knew me so they never would met me after just "to open myself" to lie my fantasies, this doing me better, and i returned back to my family to be as a honest person.
This was something as a flight, coming inside to fly, and you never know what you will say the next, surprising yourself always too.
So, it was a chance, Bin Laden might said his fantasies, especially, as this event was so shocked and a shock, a bright spark of emotions and thoughts.
If so, someone else might did this all, and it was a mistake o kill him.
Plenty people said their fantasies, some named themselves Napoleon Bonapart, so, prior to judge someone, the investigators give a chance for a medical examination of Psychologist and Psychiatric examination.
Plenty British people, living in UK, had their mental problems, of a disorders of illusion, their fantasies.
Bin Laden might said his fantasies on the emotional base of a shocking stressful reaction, as we all are individuals on a shock and a stress reactions.
I saw and met some man whom looked closely to Bin Laden face in USA time, he said me he tried to hide himself from Soviet KGB as a political dissident Anarchist Syndicalist.
He said me he filmed something in Soviet Creamia, as a proof of a corruption of their biggest Soviet Officials power here, but KGB started to run to try to cach him on their black car Volga and he run away from them taking all his films to save them.
I helped him, providing our welcome hospitality, and a room in our home, and a food on our table, and a bath and a clean tower and a bed.
I remember he ate all, but he had not said Thank you, instead he started to teach us to know his thoughts about The Love.
He started to blame us and our family that we helped him but we had not a feeling of our love to him to love him.
I was surprized shocked. I spend my money, my strength to make all nice, i provided my hospitality and i saved him from KGB (we shared and a bed as a lover too, me and him and my 1st husband Mr Sergei P., as my husband S. cried in tears, asking me to do this, as he was soft to pity another strange man, staying and sitting in a snow public garden area under my windows, declaring he was in a great love with me, leaving me a red coronation bucket near my door.)
(I was a pregnant after this, not knowing from whom of them two.
But as
Aleksandr Serebryakov (Lithuanian man from Lithuania, moved to Russia after)was not just 1st, he used his fingers for some reasons, making me really sore, i beated him by my leg, away from me, and all my biological female love had stopped and finished straight at once, - he did me a sore and stressed shocked too.
My pregnancy had been stopped, as was not right, by emergency medical advice.
I never had any more wish to see him as my lover after, while he returned back to me plenty times, always asking me to marry on him.
We could not stop this, just the change of our location to another place stopped this.
He was able to play with emotions of other people,
He was a talented man, educated in Bauman Institute for air - technical (planes, rockets, engines, space technology)and still in Literature Institute making him a good talented Poet, a Master of Poetry,
he played in chess, was a Master and a Champion of Lithuania in chess.
He had not looked on a desk, my husband and me used our desk to look at, he played with us two both at one time, not looking, we just said this as E4.
But I had 9 people in FF FTDNA, connected with Gray surname from Irish Gray family, some of them.
But much more,
Silver color is a name for Grey or Gray or Grai colour on English.
British people named their gray color dustbin as silver colored dust bins.
Silver = Grey = Gray = (White)
Grey color, gray color of hairs for white color of hair, too.
I saw my genetic cousins
Gray (9 people, men and women)
with surname
Belov (= White, if to translate)
I saw someone as
Whitehouse surname
and
White
too
Lady Grey was a historical person in English history, as "The Queen of 9 days", executed in her 17 yo, some for her 20 yo husband,
Lady Grey had been married on her 15 yo age, she could be a pregnant 17 y/o married woman, having her 20 y.o. young husband, on her execution day.
Her father had been executed too.
Her mother, British Princess, a widow of French King, and sisters survived.
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